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Well, hey.
I guess I'm writing in here again due to the huge amount of requests I received this weekend.
I'm watching a rerun of the OC from last year.
My spring break has maybe been the most boring thing in the world...save for last weekend and the sweet ass trip to A-kron. For some reason, those little weekend jaunts turn out to be surprising amounts of fun.
Anyway, I've been pretty sick the past few days. I think I caught this from Terri and last week which consisted of no sleep, many walks of shame, and about four power hours. That's cool though...
I had another pair of sunglasses break today. The frame cracked. I'm hoping that I can super glue it or something. I can't figure out why Urban Outfitters sunglasses are always breaking.
The Backstreet Boys will be heading out on tour at the end of March. So far there are no dates for Detroit, but supposedly they are not all posted and decided on yet. If there isn't one in Detroit, I may just have to make a trip to Cleveland or Chicago.
Maybe I'll do something productive tomorrow...although I will be carless for the day. Awesome.
Canada in a month and a week, also known as I'll be 19. Since that's the weekend of the parade and such, I think that we should make a trip there. And Steph, p.s., that picture of Disney Land you have up there is actually from Tokyo Disney. Just thought you should know.
peace.
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[18 Oct 2004|09:48pm] |
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well look at me back again.
(music break: oh my god we're back again...-backstreet boys) sorry had to do that.
so i'm home from school because we have fall break. i guess its for studying, although mostly i've just been watching tv.
its totally awesome to have my own big tv and a couch to sit on. i miss things like that.
i felt very domestic today. i went grocery shopping, came home and had to take out my greek dance costume from the washing machine because i had to wash it and luckily the washing machine has a hand wash cycle. anyway, so i'm emptying the groceries, hanging up the random pieces of the costume around the house, trying to feed frankie, and at the same time loading another load of my regular clothes. id on't know, it was just a funny feeling.
i ordered all three of the beatles anthologies from amazon.com since i've been home also. i got them all used, so rather than costing about 90 bucks, all together it cost about 35, which is awesome. plus,it means i'll get mail at school which is perhaps one of the most exciting things in the world.
annnnd, steph, my love, i hope everything went ok today. i'm sure it did.
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| been a long time.. |
[26 Jun 2004|06:06pm] |
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wow i haven't written in this in about two months.
and i suddenly got inspired to because i'll be spending this saturday night at home by myself because as we all previously suspected, my parents truly are nazis. ha
anyway, to sum it all up, i graduated, i went to orientation at u of m, amalia got married and i'm leaving for greece on monday-the best part being that i won't be with my parents, escape. finally.
i got a fear the fro t-shirt today in royal oak after i paid my last visit to qdoba in five weeks. there is a problem though- because its an extra large, the only size they had and its HUGE.
and i don't know how to sew to make it smaller, so we'll see what i can do.
i probably won't write in this again for a really really long time just because i don't see much of a point an di'm only doing it right now because i'm so pissed off at my parents. it's a concert. get the fuck over it. you cannot control me for the rest of my life-it's just not possible, or healthy to try. soooo, yup.
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| march 23 |
[28 Apr 2004|02:56pm] |
my hands smell like sulfur, aka rotten eggs.
we made rubber today in organic chem.
i have deadlnes for scholarships, in about five days i don't know if thats going to happen
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| march 18 |
[27 Apr 2004|10:00pm] |
well..you know how it goes.talking to myself round in circles until i end up right back where i started. i can't just can't seem to settle on something and realize that maybe its the best choice for me.
i went to ann arbor today and hung around the campus. that was fun. i'm excited to hang out there all next year.
i really need to get some cute clothes for that.
but it was steph's birthday yesterdday and i'm not even going to get to see her this weekend....
and then i was listening to the radio today and i heard something and then it reminded me to look out for all the black ice, or black guys, whichever.
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| its really march 13 |
[27 Apr 2004|06:40am] |
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its really early and i'm going to work....
Breathe, breathe in the air
Don’t be afraid to care
Leave but don’t leave me
Look around and chose your own ground
For long you live and high you fly
And smiles you’ll give and tears you’ll cry
And all you touch and all you see
Is all your life will ever be
Run, rabbit, run
Dig that hole, forget the sun,
And when at last the work is done
Don’t sit down, it’s time to dig another one
For long you live and high you fly
But only if you ride the tide
And balanced on the biggest wave
You race toward an early grave.
i'm just so tired of doing all this....i'm done with the high school bullshit. i'm over it. i don't need it. all it does is raise my blood pressure. ha. i'm so ready to move on, meet some cool people and forget about certain other ones that just plain suck.
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| its really march 10 |
[26 Apr 2004|11:02pm] |
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just watched a really good law and order.
haha sam waterston...sigh
in the immortal words of the doors: the time to hestitate is through
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[25 Apr 2004|06:22pm] |
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i'm so bummed out it's not even funny. really i'm looking forward to spring break because i'm going somewhere and all, you know.... but really i am. it'll be fun. i'll be 18 so suzie julia and me can get a hotel room or something. wouldn't that be awesome.
well i got the wall live cd on friday. wow.
and then i was inspired to buy wish you were and that should be coming in the mail in a week or so. i'm really excited.
i need a day off from life.
i need to stop wanting things that i can't have.
and i need someone that makes me happy.
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[24 Apr 2004|05:26pm] |
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well,
it's monday again.
they sort of sneak up on me but now really in a good way.
i'm frustrated with school. it's just a huge waste of my time. i have so many things that i want to do, some many books that i want to read, but i don't have time because its some pointless project or another that needs to get done. why?
i wish that i had the balls to say to people whats in my heart. wait, i know that sounds rediculously cheesy but let me explain. most of the time, it's really easy for me to say what's in my head. i usually lose my temper or just accidently blurt out something. and that's simple because you know, expressing what i'm thinking makes me a lot less vulnerable than telling what i'm feeling.
and i wish that i could do that.
i think what worries me the most is that when i would tell such things to a friend, they'll be listening just with their head. and then my words are almost useless, petty and that hurts.
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[26 Feb 2004|04:10pm] |
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sometimes i get way too analytical about things. and i'm glad that the sun is around to remind me to just let some things go. the past month has gone by really fast and i think that i'm losing touch with things that are so important to me.
people actually. certain people that i had problems with, fights with, whatever in the beginning of the year and it was never supposed to be something lasting that would forever just completely destroy a friendship but i feel like maybe it did. and i don't want it to. so i'm trying to make an effort to bridge any gap that has arisen in that time and try to make things like they were before. i don't even know if thats possible though.
i hope so.
i'm going bowling tonight. panera first with beth and z. i finished rehab yesterday...they gave me a certificate. it says "certificate of achievement". wow.
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[23 Feb 2004|07:19pm] |
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wow empty blank pages are really scary sometimes.
i was in an awesome mood today. i woke up and iheard the birds chirping and it was so refreshing.
then i listened to my hip hop mix on the way to school and sort of felt like a thug.
then i was at school and got grossed out because it smells like one giant ass.
then mrs. lude wasn't as boring as usual but i still almost fell asleep.
then it snowed.
and i realized it really isn't spring yet.
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[15 Feb 2004|07:50pm] |
that shirt costs 365 dollars-
that's how many days there are in a year.
so if i saved a dollar every day for a year
i could come back here and buy this t-shirt.
a wise child once said "yes the holy spirit is inside you, but sometimes you have to cut open your stomach to get it out."
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[14 Feb 2004|05:36pm] |
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well i mean, of course it sucks when the shit hits the fan.
but it sucks even more that you don't even realize you smell like shit
think about it
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[10 Feb 2004|05:37pm] |
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i don't think that you're as cool as you think you are.
really.
i'm serious.
hahaha
tea is my new thing.
at least until i start getting money again and i can afford to go
to starbucks everyday. be excited.
this weekend will be sweet
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[04 Feb 2004|04:30pm] |
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Seven a.m.
The garbage truck beaps as it backs up
And I start my day thinking about what I've thrown away
Could I push rewind?
The credits traverse, signifying the end
But I missed the best part
Could we please go back to start?
i've been snapping lately at completely unnecessay times and its been really bothering me.
not more than the objects where i have been snapping at, but the fact that i left myself lose my temper is kind of disheartening. it just boggles my mind how stupid some people are though and i guess i've reached a breaking point in having to put up with their idiotic tendencies.
other than that, things are wooonderful. i have three classes left of in-step, after tonight only two. and that's pretty exciting. i'm just glad i have things to look forward to right now, that i know will be in the near future. really really good things.
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[01 Feb 2004|02:02pm] |
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last night was sweet. i had so much fun just sitting in meijers, me and julia eating our stash of food and then hearing the crazy story about the lady convulsing on the ground.
wow.
today, in sunday school, this kid hunter, who likes to chew things and what not, pretend he's shooting people with a machine gun. and i mean, this kid's great, he's one of my favorites, but then sweet little tanner comes up to me and goes "katherine, um, hunter just bit me."
and he wasn't crying at all, i think he just wanted to let me know.
those kids make my day so much more interesting.
by the way, the big bounce is an awesome movie. everyone should go see it. it's hilarious. really.
in 4 1/2 days or so i don't have to be in troy anymore, for three days at least. :) :) :) :)
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[26 Jan 2004|05:30pm] |
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well, i've got a case of the mondays
i don't know about you.
i miss kazaa. what other downloading program can i get
that won't have as many viruses?
i just want to shop.there is nothing in the world i think i love more than getting new clothes and cds and book and jewlery and shoes. i love shoes.
sigh....
who knows where thoughts come from?
they just appear
you goonie
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[23 Jan 2004|06:03pm] |
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it was a good week but its snowing again.
i'm feeling really really anxious.
talked to a cute boy today with
beautiful brown eyes...(insert giggle here)
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[17 Jan 2004|06:42pm] |
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alright, so i finished reading helter skelter the other day.
its the book written by the prosecuting attorney in the charles manson trial.
it was, i don't want to say amazing, because i think that implies it was a good story,
but it was just nuts.
someone else should read it so i have someone to talk aboutit with.
its just insane to see how one person can attain so much control.
he's up for parole again in 2007, not that he'll ever get out.
he's 61 right now. everytime he's up for parole, he either dicks around or sends the court a letter to say he'd like to stay in prison. at 35, he had spent more than half his life in prison. when he was released on some charge in 1967, he asked if he could stay in jail because it was the only home he had ever known. they released him, and in 1969, two years later, he was the controlling force behind the string of murders by his "family."
but anyway, i got this lesson from the book. you can't think of something and be afraid of it, even if deep down inside it terrorizes you. you just need to be aware of it. because once you resort to fear, you've lost a certain control and ability to rationalize. so, just get rid of that fear thing ha.
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[13 Jan 2004|05:51pm] |
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i'm really quite happy at this moment in time, 5:52 pm on tuesday night.
there's only about two and half months left of winter.. or something like that.
and a little less than four until my birthday.
i get my hotel room paid for when i go to akron in feb.
and the next weekend, the chicago boys are coming,
and then i go to st. louis to spend the week with my sister.
i mean, things are looking up.
i'm going to u of m.
i'll be closer to detroiit- i can go to concerts
and i can take greek there and there's a real nice starbucks.
and my room, is lavender.
i mean, you just can't beat this.
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